I’ve been feeling like I’m stuck lately. Like in some weird whack ass limbo space and it’s really starting to get on my nerves. It feels like I’m fighting against a current to just do anything remotely productive.
Maybe I’m just supposed to chill. Maybe I’m just supposed to rest. Plan my next move.
But I’m the type to never rest.
I hate taking naps. I hate wasting a whole day doing nothing. I hate waking up late.
I always feel like I should be doing and achieving more. I feel like there’s so much to learn and see to sleep.
Thinking of this weird space as a setback is also messing with my mental health. I’m spending way too much time worried about why and how did I get here. And not enough time focusing on what to do now. Life is going to keep moving forward, with or without you. Life, time, the universe… it doesn’t wait for anyone.
This week I want to focus on taking better care of myself. Eating better. Sleeping better. Planning out my day better. Once I figure that part out, I can figure out the rest. But for now; the first two really need to be a priority.